if i decided to kill myself and if i decided to do it by drawning i would at least go out to sea and just swim away from the shore for as long as i could, like for hours. and possibly i would fly to a very nice place to do it, like something like Maldives or something. but i guess i only think so because i dont actually want to kill myself yet. i guess if i actually wanted to kill myself a bath in my apartment would do